- Some nights…dinners include veggies like bok choy and mushrooms other days it’s the 4th bowl of cheerios that day 😶 #ToddlersRule
- I can’t be the only one who feels unkempt when my nails are bare of lacquer.
- For the remainder of the month of July my goals are to 1) finish #The100dayproject and 2) create my Return to Work strategy which will be executed in a few months. These are both huge goals and complete opposite spectrums of my life (creativity and career – really wish they were more aligned). I am planning on deciding on 3 main tasks for each goal and then breaking up those tasks into small action items for the coming weeks.
- Started using MyFitnessPal to track my food intake because I realized portion control was not happening and volume eating potentially does not work for me.
- I need a new photobook creating site (Shutterfly isn’t my jam at the moment) – send me your suggestions or leave a comment below!
I was lucky enough to see my mentor on my trip to the city last week. I am glad that I was able to make it happened. (I love seeing how the things I write down come to fruition #ThoughtsBecomeThings).
She mentioned to me to enjoy my time off (Maternity Leave) because she could see the gears turning as I was talking to her about my thoughts for when I return. She suggested to me to make a plan and set a date and then not to think about any of that until that time. She told me to enjoy my time off (not really time off but you know) and enjoy my family.
I am – totally and completely.
Yesterday I walked back from the baby’s library program in the beautiful 24 degree weather with the sun shinning down and I couldn’t have been more content and present.
And I realized that part of me enjoying my time is having something to look forward to and something to achieve for myself. I need this to feel like myself. And if I don’t feel like myself, I won’t be happy. And if a mom isn’t happy than it’s not a good thing for anybody.
So this is just a reminder to myself, to keep having goals (small daily wins and big audacious dreams) keep doing me so I can take care of myself and my family.
I’ve watched too many Netflix documentaries over the last 3 months. But they are so informative / horizon broadening that I can’t help myself. (Some of which have been What the Health, Forks over Knives and In Defense of Food).
I know people don’t understand extreme food choices like veganism. And these movies and the overall thoughts behind these docus can seem a bit pushy (especially to people who like red meat). But I’ve always thought about being vegetarian (and eventually vegan). It all started about 10 years ago when I read this book, but I kept my thoughts to myself.
The major theme of these docus has been food/health/environment; pretty much everything good in the world is pointing to a vegan lifestyle. I’ve been dabbling in meals here and there that are vegetarian or purely vegan (i.e. no meat or dairy). So far the meals have been satisfying and make me feel good (not necessarily in a ‘save the world’ kind of way but ‘wow, I’m cooking in a new and different way’ kind of way lol). Additionally not having to deal with cleaning a cutting board and knives to avoid contamination has been a plus :)
The Hubz and I are in talks about our food choices. But for now we are just talking and I am doing a lot of experimentation and personal recipe testing. Would be lying if I didn’t say it wasn’t fun to challenge myself in this way.
Maybe we’ll do a 2 week trial to see if we can do a vegan diet in our home or maybe we’ll become weekday vegetarians. Or maybe I’ll find it too difficult to give up cheese and chocolate. I see lots of discussion and research in our future.
When we left our downtown condo I was about 4 months pregnant with Miss S and I couldn’t wait to get out of there. Living in the city has it’s perks (everything was walking distance) but I was so over the congestion and car pollution I was really looking forward to more green-space and less concrete jungle.
For me, taking a solo-mama-babe-in-the-stroller visit to the city is a real accomplishment. It’s like a #RookieMom rite of passage! I mean with Miss S I did it when she was closer to one year old. But with our Ellie Bell it happened at 3 months.
We ended up driving down (wasn’t too keen on nursing on the Go Transit during the commuter rush) and seeing my co-workers, introducing Miss El to my mentor and then having lunch with the Mister after visiting his office. Later in the afternoon, I wandered around Eaton Centre, broke my no-buy-challenge after 27 days (although disappointing it did make an impact on my spending habits – more on that in another post).
Although do-able with a double stroller, the Eaton Centre is not as stroller friendly as I thought. I was walking from either ends of the mall to get to the elevators,which were always heavily in use (had to miss two rides because they were crowded with people). I got over 13,000 steps throughout the entire day in my comfy #AthletiLeasure sneaks.
For our lunch date, we went to Spring Rolls. I had the tofu chowmein noodles and Hubz had the chicken pad thai. We chit chatted and made goggly eyes at each other – it’s been a long time. I almost always take a part of my dish home but it was so good I ended up finishing it (even when Miss El needed to be held).
Overall it was nice trip into the city (despite the rain which I was fully prepared for). Planning another trip later this year.
I can’t think of anything to write today so I would list the things I got done this week #SmallVictoriesFTW
- Saw WonderWoman with Baby Ellie #SoGood #StarsAndStrollers
- Finished organizing the loot bags
- Put some laundry away
- Did my nails a really cool reverse french manicure with a nude white and gold
- Planned and executed Miss S’s pre-school birthday party (including thank you cards and treats)
- Did multiple pre-school pick ups/drop offs with both kids
- Worked out!
- Straightened my hair (but put it up in a messy bun every day so far)
- Ate pretty healthy all week
- Worked out 3 times this week
Honestly most of the days I wear leggings and a t-shirt. #MatLeaveProblems
On occasion I’ll wear something cute, but I almost always forget to get a picture Plus having two kiddos doesn’t lend well to take outfit of the day shots.
So here I am recreating what I wear in my master bedroom with a tripod. It’s not glamours in the least, but it makes me feel like me (well the me that used to take tons of #OOTD pictures before having kids)
I meditated again today. I am sure this is most peoples’ problem with meditation, in that they can’t keep their mind still (i.e. the influx of thoughts doesn’t stop). When I feel like my thoughts have taken over, I try and bring my focus back by thinking about an ocean wave continuously crashing on a sandy shore.
I also did my sun salutations. I realized that I felt more of a flow with my practice this week than last. I also immediately felt the soreness in my arms.
My last thought of the day is my buy nothing challenge. It’s been 6 days and it’s already been difficult – not sure how I’ll keep this up for 3 months. I almost convinced myself that I needed to replace my sea salt hair spray, thought I could pick up a new ‘summer colour’ for my nails and tried to find logical reasons to buy another cold shoulder top (I love those by the way). I think the feeling of buying is what I truly crave which is somewhat being settled by buying things for events (party supplies, birthday gifts etc). But I love practicing restraint rather than impulse buying. Ironically it’s very freeing.