A little bit of vulnerability and a lot of openness

Screen Shot 2017-10-11 at 8.33.08 PM Screen Shot 2017-10-11 at 8.34.53 PMIt’s hard to believe that six months of my mat leave is already over. Well technically I’m already halfway trhrough the seventh month which leaves me with five-ish months left of maternity leave.  This blog post is just some free writing because I have a ton of thoughts and I need to get them out.  I don’t want to over edit this post because then I’ll probably won’t hit publish.

When I first started my leave, I set a lot of goals for myself during this time. One of the biggest priorities I had  established for myself was to stay motivated and productive.  With setting that goal I managed to get a lot accomplished sooner than later during my leave.  Setting such a big goal (essentially dreaming big) also help me learn about myself.

I’ve learned that I’m a creative. I need to do something creative everyday to feel fulfilled.

Being fit and working out is important to me.  I feel good when I make getting a workout in a priority.

I’ve learned that writing publicly makes me more intentional but also highlights / serves as a reminder of my failures (which obviously doesn’t bother me very much as you can go through my weekly goals and notice many of the tasks repeated week after week because they never got done).

I’ve learned that I am very good at starting things but not so good at finishing them.  Like this, this and this  :roll:

I’ve learned some really cool productivity hacks such as using the microphone on my iPhone to write blog posts and lists, the effects of bullet journaling on my everyday life.  And that #DocumentYourDays is important as reflecting back helps you correct as you move forward.

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I’m inspired by motivational quotes, journaling, inspirational people on social media. (I already knew these things but it’s a good reminder to myself).

Matt leave it’s both invigorating and isolating (more on this in a future post).

I’ve also learned that being self-motivated within an unstructured day takes a lot of work and effort.

Self care is really important.

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Creating more than I consume prevents burn out (and overall anxiety).

I am not perfect and and I shouldn’t get let myself get down and out if I can’t do everything right from the get go.  I’ve learned that its more about doing something a little bit better a little bit every day.

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August Monthly Goals – revisited

About 2 weeks ago I wrote this post.  I was feeling a little panicked because some of the things I was trying to accomplish were not happening.  I hate that feeling of lost productivity.  Especially when you don’t have structured work time and are accomplishing things for yourself and not working for someone else’s goals.  The loss of productivity is a real de-motivator when are you feel passionate about the work you are doing / trying to finish but are getting things done.

But I realized I did something oh so wrong.

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A dream written down with a date becomes a goal. A goal broken down into steps becomes a plan. A plan backed by action makes your dreams come true.

This quote is by GS Reid and I found it a few weeks ago and posted it with this image on my instagram.   By the way if you are looking for a daily inspiration in the form of imagery and quotes you should follow me on IG #ShamelssPlug :)

Honestly the thought behind this quote is so powerful and it really speaks to me.  So I decided that I needed to revisit my August goals.

  1. Workout and finish my 12 week program by Sept 24th
    1. Plan out my weeks including the week we are away
    2. Drink lots of water
    3. Foam roll daily
  2. Bake a pizza crust ..honestly I would love to do this but it feels so forced taking it off for now / again
  3. Meditate twice a week (Thursday and Friday)
    1. Meditation can be as a long as 10 minutes or as short as 2 minutes
    2. Focus on visualization
  4. Finish reading my book (By Sept 15)
    1. Move ePub version of the book to my reader (by Aug 25)
    2. Read while nursing (as opposed to scrolling)
    3. Read 5 pages before bed
  5. Finish my Content Calendar for 2017 by Sept 3rd
    1. Use google sheets
    2. Plan to post 3 times a week
    3. Have a tab/page in planner for just ideas (easily accessible)

Wish me luck!

How do you get re-inspired to accomplish your dreams?