**I wanted to post something but I didn’t know exactly what I wanted to write about. So I’ll just do some free writing – here goes nothing.
Well I can share that I listened to a podcast featuring an old friend (we met in grade 9 so were friend for over 15 years) that I distanced myself from about a year ago. I feel bad that we haven’t been able to keep in touch and I am happy / proud of her for following her inner calling. But I know in my heart we are in different places now (although we both have very similar thinking about certain subjects till this day). The thing is – I am saying I am happy for her based on what I see in her social media pages slash what she projects of herself online. I know that behind the scenes there is a lot of struggle and work. In any case I wish the best for her as I know she would for me.
I am proud of myself for giving up chicken and bacon (oops might have forgotten to mention that here). I feel better for telling my family (after keeping it a secret for about 2 months) but I realized it was time and everyday that I choose to fuel myself with less animal products, I am happier. Eating plant strong/plant based encourages creativity in the kitchen. And that’s one thing you should know about me by now – I love being creative.
I want to buy pretty things but I love that I am not. (Ok don’t get my wrong, I do buy stuff but not all the stuff and more so out of necessity / less out of “I saw it I want it”). Hence why my #OOTD shots feature all old clothes.
Although minimalism seems a little extreme, the principals behind the movement really speak to me and resonate with the direction I see my life going. Yes this entire outfit is all old stuff from my closet. But I love that!
Instagram, branding, #sponsored posts etc all have a way of making me feel bad/guilty/inferior for not doing what the cool kids are doing. But then I tell myself “self, what do you really want …you want to be creative and make things because that voice inside of you won’t rest until you’ve done something creative every damn day”. For me it could be taking a picture, bullet journaling, make something new for dinner, painting or writing.
Other things on my mind: stop eating cookies, stop scrolling on my phone so much, cuddle the Hubz more, buy a new moleskin, write more if I am in the flow, finish reading a book, keep my morning journaling routine, find 2 minutes in the day to be still/meditate.
Yeaaaa! It’s Friday – see you on the flip side!